kepada seseorang nun jauh disana

Ampunkanlah aku...................

wahai tuhan jauh sudah
lelah kaki melangkah
aku hilang tanpa arah
rindu hati sinarmu

wahai tuhan aku lemah
hilang terumur noda
hapuskanlah terangilah
jiwa di hitam jalanku

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

Ya robbi, ijinkanlah
aku kembali padamu
meski mungkin takkan sempurna
aku sebagai hambamu

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

berilkanlah aku
kesempaatn waktu
aku ingin kembali
kembali…

dan meski aku tak layak
sujud padamu
dan sungguh tak layak
aku…

Apakah yang engkau cari
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku

Moments of silence..
Moments of pain..
I can still feel you here..
Life seems to be so lonely..
Life seems to be so cruel..
Life isn’t fair sometimes..
But why they took you away..

You had so much to live for..
So much to do..
Why you had to leave..
It hurts,
It really hurts..
The things we did..
The things we shared..
I’ll keep them always close in my heart..

ReMeMbEr ThE TiMe

Remember the time when you were in hands of beasts,
Remember when your body was no more than a feast!
Remember when the souls were buried with the dead,
Remember when there was no wisdom in the.. .heads!
Remember the time when the hearts were stone hard,
Remember the time when the chastity, had no guard!
Remember the time when you strangled all your sighs,
Remember when all the tears dried out in your eyes!

Then,

Remember when SOMEONE held fast your...trembling hands,
Remember from your grave, you were pulled out on the land!
Remember that you were dressed with the clothes of dignity,
Remember a veil was drawn....... over the gaze of impurity!
Remember the revolution....that you brought into the world,
Remember how motherhood ,.. shapened straight ,the curled!
Remember how you made the human out of the....... animals'
Remember how you created a society out of ......a jungle!

Now !

You prefer the death over the life you were blessed with,
You forgot.....to wear the clothes your were dressed with!
You left all the modest values aside ,..copying the West,
You forgot your very own self ,.... the pure,.. the best!
Go and search for the coffin you left beside your grave !
And wear that shame to be alive,if you really are brave!
Don't forget the lessons of history ,.... O woman of East!
Don't try to make,out of yourself , a feast for the beasts!